Radiation Therapy
Jan 9, 2025

My Experience with Radiation Therapy at Cedars-Sinai

I explain my experience undergoing radiation therapy at Cedars-Sinai with the Versa HD machine. I reflect on the anxiety of walking into the unknown, the precise and daily routine of treatment, and the physical and emotional challenges.

My Experience with Radiation Therapy at Cedars-Sinai

Undergoing radiation therapy isn’t exactly something you put on your bucket list, but for me, it became a crucial part of my fight against cancer. When you hear the words “radiation treatment,” it sounds intense—and trust me, it is—but it’s also a powerful weapon in the battle. My journey with the Versa HD machine at Cedars-Sinai taught me a lot about resilience, precision medicine, and the importance of staying grounded through the process.

Walking into the Unknown

Walking into the radiation oncology department for the first time was surreal. I didn’t know what to expect beyond what I had Googled (bad idea, by the way). The Versa HD machine itself looked like something out of a sci-fi movie—sleek, white, and massive, with a robotic arm that rotated around you. It was intimidating, but the staff at Cedars-Sinai made everything feel as comfortable as possible.

The Process: Precision in Action

Radiation therapy isn’t as simple as lying down and getting zapped. It starts with a simulation, where they map out your treatment plan using advanced imaging.

This ensures that the radiation targets the cancer cells with pinpoint accuracy while minimizing damage to healthy tissues. For me, this involved lying completely still on a narrow table, guided by a custom mold to keep me in the exact same position every time. I never thought lying down could feel so intense—but staying perfectly still for 20-30 minutes while the machine did its thing was surprisingly tough.

Once treatment started, it became a daily routine. I’d check in, change into a hospital gown, and wait my turn. When it was time, I’d lie on the table while the Versa HD moved around me, delivering targeted radiation beams. It was painless, but I could hear the hum of the machine and feel a strange sense of energy in the air.

Side Effects: More Than Skin Deep

Radiation therapy can have a range of side effects. For me, it wasn’t just about fatigue and skin irritation—there was also an emotional toll. The fatigue was a deep, bone-level exhaustion that didn’t go away with sleep. My skin in the treated area became sensitive and slightly burned, almost like a bad sunburn.

But beyond the physical side effects, the hardest part was showing up every day and staying mentally tough. The routine itself was a grind, and knowing I had to keep going despite feeling drained was a constant battle. I learned to appreciate small wins—whether it was a good meal after treatment or simply making it through another session.

Lessons Learned

Radiation therapy isn’t just about treating cancer; it’s about resilience. It’s about trusting the process, even when you feel worn down. The team at Cedars-Sinai made all the difference—their expertise and compassion reminded me that I wasn’t alone in this.

If there’s one takeaway I can offer, it’s this: don’t be afraid to ask questions. Understanding what’s happening to your body helps you stay grounded. And find ways to take care of yourself—whether it’s a daily walk, journaling, or just taking five minutes to breathe. Every bit helps.

Moving Forward

Radiation therapy is now behind me, but the lessons I learned during that time will stay with me forever. It wasn’t easy, but it taught me the value of showing up, even when things get hard. If you or someone you know is going through radiation treatment, know this: it’s okay to feel scared, tired, or overwhelmed. But you’re stronger than you think. And there’s a team of people out there—whether it’s your medical team or your support network—who have your back.

Here’s to moving forward—one step at a time.

— Joe

Joe F

Creator, Radiant 14

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